The long awaited verdict is in. It consists of two herniated disks and a spine impingement to my man's back. I cannot tell how how heartbreaking that news is to us. It is beyond difficult to watch someone you love deeply, wince just to breathe. And even after a cocktail of painkillers there is still heavy sighing and uncomfortable shifting around.
I am worried about so many things. I can't even put them into words (as my eyes well with tears, again and again and again).
We will get through this.
I can handle it.
~cue the depression, waiting in the wings to make it's arrival!~